i m very unhappy and sad and sick this few days . i wanna be happy and lead an ordinary life sometimes i wonder , why every times when things happen it is always my fault no ones will ever stand on my sides and speack for me and defend me.i m always alone. when i m angry i even think abt other but why other ppl will never think for me.i feel very down .i m always haf to give in. i m sad and very down.
You'll Never Walk Alone~*
* 5:47 PM
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Monday, July 16, 2007
i think i lost my "ren yuan " the fate between ppl , becoz i always get scolded this few days , by patron , by teacher and quarrel wif someone important to me.i jus feel tired on lots of things , how i wish i can knock down by a car or when i walk under blk a flower pot jus drop on my head , no need to die , jus stay in coma and wake up a few weeks later and suffer from loss of memory.i m not popular among ppl , but i m popular among dogs becoz when ever i walk on the street when i walk pass a dog , the dog will ran toward me and jump on me , i will usually "sayang " the dog then walk to my destination.ppl say dog have the sense when they know that the human mean no harm to them , sometime i feel that only dog know me the most ba.or is it my fault ?i don know, i m lost rite now.jus need somebody to encourage me and accompany me.i feel lonely.
You'll Never Walk Alone~*
* 1:13 PM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
i think i should change the name of my blog address it should change to tze ann where r u .haiz i still cant find back myself , i think i may have split personalitiy , because the current personality in me is not me , because the real me have been scared away by my tireness and stress.haiz how i wish i can jus throw the burden on my shoulder on the floor , but burden is not a bag it will stay with me for the time being , may be for years but m i going to stay like this and question gods why my life is full of obstacles ???? haiz how i wish the past me will be back.i don know wat i should do , i m lost in life. how i wish i can slp forever..
You'll Never Walk Alone~*
* 11:26 AM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007
A hello kitty story
once there was this hello kitty watch , hu love nothing except eat , she love to eat electricity from the battery , the supplier of the watch wan to get rid of her , so she sell it to this stupid , fat and chubby face auntie. this auntie import this watch from china , and she tot by selling that she can earn big bucks, so she import this kind of cute watches so that she can use the cuteness to cheat on customer.when the goods arrive , indeed her tatics works and alot of hello kitty watch have been sold and left this last hello kitty watch that love to eat , then one day , two young loving couple was pass the stall , and the lady with cute oren head and bibi ear was attracted to this hello kitty watch , and she stop and take a 2nd look , she have wanted a hello kitty watch for so long and there is a hello kitty face watch with black straps , so she take 2nd look and pick up the watch , the watch was shouting " oei got $$ to buy me anot , if not put me down , i m hungry leh , my batt is flat soon ." but the girl could only hear tick tok tick tok , then the guy take out $$ from his wallet , the watch immdeiately put out a more cute watch to tempt the girl , and the girl fell for it , and this short shop assistant with a mongoose and moh peng face say "that is the last picece le , quick buy it if not other ppl r going to buy , so the couple quickly buy it and left , but less then a min , the clock stop , the hello kitty watch have finish eating the electricity !!! then the couple quickly hurried back to the stall and the guy demand a refund but the short auntie jus say with a mongoose face and a face like being beaten by the dog say "sorry , we cant refund u can only exchange ." wow the guy was so angry that he wanted to shout at the lady but he hold back , he give his gf face , then they jus walk off , the guy was so angry that he wanted to smash the watch the watch quickly put on the cutest face she have ever put but when he saw that how much his gf like the watch and how cute the watch is , he decided to change the batt to feed her. the watch was so fortunate that she have been brought over by a good couple and she know she is in good hand.
You'll Never Walk Alone~*
* 3:20 PM
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
recently i feel that i haf lost myself , i m not myself anymore , i mean i feel like i m a changed person , i do not carry the smile with me anymore , i don no wat to do , i m changing for the worst , now i haf lesser and lesser ppl around me . i jus hope that all this can get over quickly , maybe i push myself too much , may be , probably i don know .i feel stress and feeling life push me too hard to a corner.hope it will end soon.i left with nobody i feel that i m alone , no one will encourage me haiz i don know.but i know i will be successful if i carry on.
You'll Never Walk Alone~*
* 5:16 PM
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